Sunday, August 31, 2003

?self-esteem?

suddenly i miss my 1st bro..
went for a holiday for bout a week..
funny feeling..

as for the layout, gotta take a step back..
got lot of other stuff to do
so have to do according priority..

see u later alligator..

Thursday, August 21, 2003

new layout

this is not what i wan actually... but.. but.. but..
im running out of time/patience
for the time being, this will be my 'new' layout.. boring ya..
*plain

test 1.2
mike check
*tappin on mike

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

ha..ha..ha.. cheeeewww part 2

sick again..
mc? no mc?..

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

hah.. hah.. cheeeeewww..
sick..
new layout soon..

Friday, August 15, 2003

*Burppp

got stomach-ache after my prayers/haha/
now multi-taskin/bloggin away/n helpin my fren doin
research on csv/how to convert sql to csv format/

anyway/forgot to tell my gd fren here, Mr Blog wat i did yesterday during training/
9 of us palyed soccer/FUN siah!/lets see, its been bout 3 mnths since i play/
but long time nebe play my skills still dere seh/amazing/haha/
managed to do some tricks/some jadi some tak jadi/
althou my team won once only/i enjoy the whole thing/
everybody were juz havin fun/
i think there were gerls playin netball 2gether wid juf n sufi/
then some stay in the gym to boulder/
had a mini-chat wid the juniors+seniors/
good thing nazib did this so we all noe areas for improvements/
talk talk talk then the lights went off/
thot of tokin at squash court then KS bag went missing/
went to search for it/so no more toking/
some went to habibie/some home/me n some other went to security to report theft/

think gonna cont doin research, hopefully i can blog summore later in the afternoon/
gonna enjoy once the clock strike 530.. *woohoo

*YAWNNNNN

whats happenin to me../feel sleepier day by day/
i think i really need some booster or sumthin man/
if not i'll be on my way out / (nooo)
y m i typin all this/ i gotta nuthin to do except dozing off/
washed my face a few times already/still no diff/
coffee also dun werks for me/
issit becoz of the post-training syndrome that makes me feel tired/
mayb/mayb not/
how long have i to endure to gruellin intership/

there is nuthin much to do/
do project/surf/read/write/sleep/
no life rite/
i cant do anything much rite now coz the manager has not brief me yet/
my fren behind me install CM so that he wont fall asleep/
summore these few days i been feeling extra cold/
i dun need asweater or sumthin back then/ now everytime borrow frm my fren/
feel paiseh/

what m i goin to do now/what m i goin to do now/
can sumbody suggest what are the things i can do to make me awake/
help me mr blog/
i afraid after typin this i will doze off again/
gotta keep typin/

nvm/juz update myself bout the past hrs/
as usual dad send me to the sogo area/ look out for her but was not there/
took TODAY/board the train goin to Pasir Ris/
felt sleepy when about to arrive/
went to NTUC to get 2 small boxes of Honey Stars(yum2!) n Magnolia Milk/
eaten the 1st box already/now temptin to eat the 2nd one/
shud i shud not/hmmm
went over my LINUX tutorial/on the chapter 16 already/
fall asleep while doing that/damn

yeah, that what im did since i come to werk/
hmm/ i think my comfy chair plays a part makin me to zzz/haha
wonder how my other frens are doin/ do they have a worst life than me/
i wonder..../

oh ya, yesterday accompany my Asst QM made police report/
his shadow is not with him/haha/lame
sum SOB stole his bag/the whole BAG/
found the bag inside the guys toilet level 2/
cash+hp gone/

think i beta cont my werk/will blog again if got time/


Thursday, August 14, 2003

Today Come Tomorrow

here i m mr blog/as usual at werk/
feel so lethargic today at werk/perhaps did so much campus at training yesterday/hehe
i think i had a light sleep for about an hour/coz the ppl here went for meeting so take the GOLDEN opportunity/haha
after lunch was ok a bit/ had $1 nasi lemak/only telur n ikan bilis???/ordered ayam/
still feelin tired/

today im happie!/happy becoz i managed to connect to the internet via LINUX/
so smart/ try here, try there/ edit here/edit there/ haha/
the web browser for linux is called Mozilla(similar to Netscape)/
but the font here quite small thou/

my manager said nak discuss about the project after lunch/takdepun/perhaps he busy
nvm/got more time to play wit my new 'toy'/
and fnally 2mr is friday/ always looking forwad to this day at the start of the week/
y/coz start of the weekend/can go out with Ehem2/can have my deserve rest/
btw/my pay still not in/damn/bills waitin/my bag waitin/my new shoe waitin/ damn*

it mind over matter, if u dont mind, its doesnt matter
cool huh..

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

LINUX???? ARGHHH

how many software i gotta learn for my freakin intership??..
already 5-6 software i m learning..
suddenly, my manager came yesterday, say got impt project to do..
then gotta use Linux.. wa seh ya..
im ONLY AN INTERN!!..
y expect so highly of us.. u freakin ppl..
if u pay us high nvm.. u got already ur contract programmers to do all the
powerful website..
got one more project, involve SQL n JAVA..
bloody hell, frm the start, already said that we all not good at programmin..
yeah, OJT--on the job training..
but u pay us peanuts, expect wat?..
we give u peanuts back ah.. knn..

if the level of technology good, we dun mind, at least all up to date..
this, using Windows 98, Office 97, Dreamweaver 3..
pathetic shit..

nvm, im fully utilising the office stuff.. stationaries, drinks, power supply.. haha...
shhhhhhh...
now also typin on their laptop.. this laptop not bad ah..
sum very the bulky, heavy..

counting down to Oct..

Sunday, August 10, 2003

Rest N Rest N Rest

had a relaxin sunday..
didnt do much..
went to TM after maghrib for a while alone (loner..)
window shopped for a new shoe..
saw one, nice, cheap n no $$.. grrrrr
saw lyn, faizal..
wah faizal smart seh..

now watchin madrid-thai game..
waitin for man u-arsenal game..

till then..

Saturday, August 09, 2003

Home is where i Belong

Trivia:
where can u find these 3 comps:

comp no 1:


comp no 2:


comp no 3:



give up?.. hmm the ans is----->>>
----->>> my hse!!
yeah, correct.. got 3 comps..
all my siblings have 1 each..
coz both my big bros need to do thier own business so they use to their preferance..

for me, i also have my own prefrance, like the software i need, and so on

ps: this doesnt mean im rich.. we werk hard for it.. all this is asset, not luxury..

Thursday, August 07, 2003

Data Mining

know wats taht?.. thats one of my projects..
gotta do presentation next week..
what m i doin now?.. biase ah..
whole day triyin to figure out how to manage fo4r data mining tool
dun even understand man.. theory bole ah, but the freeware.. some tak paham
langsung..
juz finisih readin Fall of The Phantom Lord
im readin it bit by bit so as not to do my werk all the way..
if im readin at the comp, then i'll be reading newspaper, if else book, else readin notes.. neve in my life, read a lot siah.. tu pun masih tak pandai.. hmmm..
gotta take vision break man.. every 30-40 mins..
hope i can go about doin this data mining tool..
then next week, explore another 4 softwares.. *sigh

rite now, no mood to do anything, juz finish doin tutorial 1 of my "SuperQuery"
mayb 2mr then do tutorial 2..
i still got 1/2 hr to go.. go for my prayers, cont readin, then chaos..
very excited about the comp later in the evening..
one hell of a good time.. woooooooohhhhooooooo..
thanks Yazid..

pray, read, climb..(stylo siah)

Monday, August 04, 2003


Open Big2 hah~~

as usual, at werk again..
now doin research about 'data mining'..
at the same time.. hehe blog..
had a very shack out day cum enjoyable day yesterday..
went to Sentosa with the AC ppl..
supposedly for those who came for the AC Camp..
but there were ppl frm Sports Club, AC an SC too..
so we dun really bond as one.. gather the stuff at one spot, then mind our own business.. i think someone was not thre.. who could it be hah.. that person
gotta attend nephew bdae.. hhehee.. too bad..

wat did we do?.... hah.. hah..
well if not bcoz of Mr Sufi.. we wouldnt be so late..
he was like more than an hour late..
shitz him.. wont want to hang out with him anymore.. hahah
cut the chase..
Sentosa--
went play beach soccer, drained out
sun was beatin on me.. im dry..
then chit chat for a while b4 headin to the beach..
thats where the fun starts.. Enter the Sandmen..
haha.. wack ppl usin sandball.. 4wateva reason, Kamsir was the
target man.. kena frm all over.. so much fun yet so little to write..
then taht zul also, body all red siah..
then there was the friesbie game..
who won?.. obvious ans rite?.. haha..
the juniors kena trashed.. actually, they start the scorin
but.... muahahaha.. no comment ah..

washed up, gathered up, up the bus, down the bus, to the hawker centre
eat up, talk up, home sweet home..

maria told me sumthin.. during the outing, firB keep askin bout gerls stuff..
muhahahhaha.. tryin to sneaky ah.. rabak, neva send her home again.. not once but twice.. man..

wateva it is, gotta back to werk..

Friday, August 01, 2003

i Quit~

here im, again at werk..
juz finish doin some admin stuff..
went to check whether the pcs, servers, notebooks werkin or not..
today, feel so tired.. my energy bar has already runnin low..
dun think goin out with the stuffies to town.. sorry guys..
spent most of my time b4 lunch, sleepin here n there..

been thinkin, is this the kind of career im lookin for..
i like being with computers, but i dun like to sit still
my chair hardly warms.. i prefer to be physically tired rather than mentally tired..
juz imagine 9 hrs facing the comp?... hmm..

maybe there is one more career im lookin at..
doin teaching at the new Sports School, not those academic studies
but co-curricular.. but not sure, which one suits me..
being an instructor at OBS?.. hmm..

but still, if can i wan to follow my dream..

2mr, goin sch again, meeting the commitee..
5 days of visiting Mr Temasek.. wah.. mite as well in-hse..
but got no $$, so donwan.. hehe

since i start werkin, been goin home at 10+..
hope today, i break the record.. go straight home after work..
gotta update my werkplan for the climbing..
and that mr advisor always not ard on sat..
how to have my camp?!?!?!?

hopefully, one by one will be sort out..
back to work fie

like a chump yah, like a chump ya~~