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Monday, September 29, 2003

wth happen to u!?!?

since the start of this month, he felt something different in his body..
he felt that he no longer has feelings.. (y is that so?..)
is it due to overwork at work or overwork at sch..
nonetherless, he has no answers..

throughtout this month, he know that he has hurt many of the ppl care for him.. especially his love ones
(sorry there).. no, no.. he's not fallin for another gerl.. there is no 3rd party or what so-eva.. dont think it that way.. he guess he needs to be alone, to re-organise, re-plan, re-eveything, he needs to get back to earth..(he's a virgo, remember?..) for the past months, life's pace has been vey fast.. he hardly has time at home n miss his mom very much.. (not a mommy's boy, fyi) gotta get back to earth.. been drifted away frm his roots..

thru out this times, he has been very patience with the ppl ard him.. hardly show emotions..has been doin alot of givin in (he doesnt mind at all, not holding grudge..) mayb thats where he lost his touch of feelings.. when the goin gets tough, the tough gets goin.. he miss the days where there's carefree.. but wat to do, life gotta move on..

also at this stage, he thinks that he has a lot more to discover.. there r many adventures awaits him..
some may say that he's selfish, but thats juz the way he is.. typical him.. always wan to learn more stuff/adventures/information/
he himself does not understand him n nobody does..
he just hope they will respect his decisions..

sorry dear..

jack of all trades, master of none

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Saturday, September 27, 2003

Facts Bout U

Ur a loser
Ur a disgrace
Ur SOB
Ur an asshole
Ur born to be a loner
U deserve to be shot at the head +++ times
U deserve to be put on an island with many wild animals that will eat u up
bottomline, U SUX

Whats Ur Facts

====================================================

dear mum,
rite now, there r many things that r against him..
n he feels like his world is tumbling down..
its hard for him to move up anymore..
everytime he tried, there will always be another hurdle that push him down..
no1 can console/help/look-after him..
if ever sooner or later he were to die,
he wan to tell u that he loves u very much..
he also wan to say his deepest apologies for wahteva
wrongdoings he eva done..
n if he were to be gone,
u will have one less mouth to feed..
pls dun feel so sad bout it, he hasnt done anything that
make the family proud..
pls tell dad, bros n frens that he love them too..

love..

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Friday, September 26, 2003

Next Destination:
HELL..

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General Characteristics of a Virgo

Virgo, as the sixth sign of the zodiac, you are reserved, and modest. Because of your need to keep busy, you are constantly on the move. Most likely you spend whatever free time you may have, organizing and planning. You would like to make everything perfect around you and around others.

Having your element as an Earth sign means you are practical and stable. In relationships you are kind, devoted and loyal. Having friends around you, usually brings out your best qualities. Although you sometimes get critical of others and let your feelings be known, you don’t like criticism aimed at you.

The planet that rules Virgo is Mercury. In astrology, Mercury rules communication, travel, intelligence and reason. Although you share your ruling planet with Gemini, you are more analytical and rational. Whereas a Gemini is ready for adventure on a moments notice, you on the other hand, have to analyze the facts, and make sure everything is prepared before you proceed. You are sensible when it comes to business and finances, and make an astute business person.

Along with Gemini, Sagittarius, and Pisces you share a Mutable sign which means you are flexible, versatile, and are able to adapt to new situations easily.

LUCKY NUMBERS: 5 and 3

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Assholes
y r there ppl that would ask everhthing under the sun?..
why the sun very shiny?
why the moon at nite?
why u like this?
why u like that?
why like that?..

u think u wan to noe everything?..
u think u very clever?.. every corner of the world also wan to noe..
do u ask ur boss y u have do that certain job?.. huh? huh?..

*%@$

he attended last week religious class.. n the ustaz got say something bout dun ask too much..
he said sumthin like " if ppl ask u why u do this, y u do that, tell them, GOD ask u to do that. period.
no other y's.. dun qns the GOD"..
its juz example, but can be apply in other aspects..

there r things beta left unsaid/unanswered..

*amin

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Thursday, September 25, 2003

its wet weather now..
his frens r sleepin like nobody b'ness..
one snored with mouth open, while the other light sleep..
and him? not sleepin but doin werk.. funny huh..
buts he's tired n cant sleep..
nvm, cont to do his werk..
will blog if got time..

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THE NAMEEEE GAMEEE
its been a long time since that song being aired..
come on ppl lets sing to spice ur day..

1st up.. Juf!

Juf, Juf, BoBuf
Banana Fana FoFuf
Fifa FoMuf
Juf!

Lyn!
Lyn, Lyn, BoByn
Banana Fana FoFyn
Fifa FoMyn
Lyn!

Sad!
Sad, Sad, BoBad
Banana Fana FoFad
Fifa FoMad
Sad!

D!
D, D, BoD
Banana Fana BoD
Fifa FoD
D!

Thank you! Thank you *bow
thats a remix..
now lets listen to the real one..

The name game!

Shirley!
Shirley, Shirley bo Birley Bonana fanna fo Firley
Fee fy mo Mirley, Shirley!

Lincoln!
Lincoln, Lincoln bo Bincoln Bonana fanna fo Fincoln
Fee fy mo Mincoln, Lincoln!

Come on everybody!
I say now let's play a game
I betcha I can make a rhyme out of anybody's name
The first letter of the name, I treat it like it wasn't there
But a B or an F or an M will appear
And then I say bo add a B then I say the name and Bonana fanna and a
fo
And then I say the name again with an F very plain
and a fee fy and a mo
And then I say the name again with an M this time
and there isn't any name that I can't rhyme

Arnold!
Arnold, Arnold bo Barnold Bonana fanna fo Farnold
Fee fy mo Marnold Arnold!

But if the first two letters are ever the same,
I drop them both and say the name like
Bob, Bob drop the B's Bo ob
For Fred, Fred drop the F's Fo red
For Mary, Mary drop the M's Mo ary
That's the only rule that is contrary.

Okay? Now say Bo: Bo
Now Tony with a B: Bony
Then Bonana fanna fo: bonana fanna fo
Then you say the name again with an F very plain: Fony
Then a fee fy and a mo: fee fy mo
Then you say the name again with an M this time: Mony
And there isn't any name that you can't rhyme

Every body do Tony!
Pretty good, let's do Billy!
Very good, let's do Marsha!
A little trick with Nick!
The name game

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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

tick tock tick tock
today was another boring day..
luckily he installed dreamweaver n managed to troubleshoot his blog..
now looks beta.. other than doin blog, he got NOTHING to do..
yeah, in a way gd, but bad for the time coz its passing slowly..
luckily his comp got speaker that can entertain him with songs that
are 2-5 mins lag.. (web radio)
anyways, looking forward to training, hope to clear the roof with the minimum strength..
breathe!!

when u crawl, i'll be walkin
when u walk, i'll be flyin
when u fly, i'll be teleportin
u cant catch me, u'll die findin me

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Your Heart is Blue

What Color is Your Heart?
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Britain

?? Which Country Are You From ??
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You are Sloth!
Lazy huh ?? You're a bit slow in getting going -
and tend not to do anything unless it is
absolutely necessary. You'd rather sit around,
watch TV/Sleep then go out and about with
friends, or take part in a sporting event. On
the positive side, you tend to be quite smart,
as you spend a lot of time watching the News
(!!) or on the computer, Also by conserving
your energy, it's right there waiting for you
when it's vitally important to get going.
Consider possibly moving out of the room once in a
while - and perhaps once a week trade watching
TV for half an hour with a walk - and you'll be
back on track.
However, Congratulations on being the most
intelligent of the 7 deadly sins...

?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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u r a robot
u have no life
u have no feelings
u r to run ur programs for a very long period of time w/o rest
n when u die, dere will b no back-up program
u have no warranty, gurantee, juz mati..

date of purchase: 15 jul 03
date or termination: 25 oct 03

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What Finding Nemo Character are You?

You are Storm of the X-men!

You are strong and sweet at the same time you have
self control and have a very nurturing nature
about you. You make friends easily but keep
your enemies even closer.

Which of the X-men do you resemble most?

?????

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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Tarzan!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)

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B.O.R.I.N.G
time seems to pass slowly if ya not doin anything..
he got nuthin to do today.. dunnoe how many times
surfed the same websites..
now thinkin of changing his layout to a 1024*768
its time to move frm 800*600..
but cant do it a work, coz there is no dreamweaver..
will head down to campus later for the official
video screening of acrophobia v1.2 (sounds big)
gotta do something now..hmm.. have a break??
(been doing dat since morning)

u DREAM for success, i WAKE UP n work for it

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4 WEEKS N 1 DAY TO GO
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK

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Monday, September 22, 2003

Spare him ur extra hrs..

system overload.. pls restart computer.. press ctrl+alt+del
like computer, bodies too need to be shut down, the longer it shut down, the
better the performance when turn on..
all he needs now is rest..
probably rest in peace too?
god noes..

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next page

lets start.. its been a long time since last entry.. time tickin at 1240am

y the next page??
its like when u finish reading a chapter of a book n u turn to the next page to start with a new
chapter.. the chapter represent ur age n the book is ur life..

he recently just turned an age older.. hopefully to be wiser..
within that period, many things had happened in his life..
one moment he's smiling, the next moment he's furious, the next moment he's sad..

had an ok celebration, startin off with lunch with his lady, then dinner with his sis lyn, then supper
with his climbing mates.. also got an only gift frm his twin evil *thanks
that sis lyn is one of the nicest ppl ard ever to be found in TP.. sincere, caring.. blah blah..
thou she not in TP anymore, they still keep in contact..

rite now, he's stuck at writin his journal.. he had alot to type down till he sit facing the comp
everything seems to vanish.. y fir? or fie? or firE? or fyr?.. y the sudden blank mind?..
whatever it is, he is still the same person that u ppl noe him..

oh ya.. private life?.. hmm.. guessed shud stay the way it is.. private..

everything is so jumble up.. in a way he is in a big maze.. but he's determined to get him
out himself, thou he need's guidance..
to the ppl whu had guide him thru the years, especially since the start of this new academic year,
he truly appreciate their help, guidance, assistance, advice.. etc

if no one understand his blog rite now, then let it be..
only he noes n the ppl that noe him noes..

time check-->136am..
gotta sleep, workin soon..

u reach for the stars, i'll walk on the moon..

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3rd party onwards

will be blogged n not blogged.. got it..
bio n autobio.. got it..

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Thursday, September 18, 2003

U R- NORMAL!
U dont xactly lead a very xtraordinary life-u like
ur music and enjoy going out with ur frends 4
walks. u dont xactly love scool but still get
good enough grades- xcept- u realy hate it wen
ppl near u bite their nails- especially wen u
hear the delightful cracks of tooth against
nail...

* * * wat is ur personality? * * *

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Tuesday, September 16, 2003

So... You're a rock.... That's pretty damn
sad...Let's see, you're boring and....boring
and boring. Anything else?

What type of freak of nature are you?!

You're goin' down! FOR HACKING INTO COMPUTERS!
Please rate if you liked!

What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)

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Monday, September 15, 2003

as of now, im

599,332,260 seconds old
9,988,871 minutes old
166,481.18 hours old
6,936.72 days old
990.96 weeks old
227.90 months old

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What's Your Lucky Number?

fyrkazoid, your lucky number is number Seven!

Hello, you enthusiastic thing. Well, Number 7, whether dining at the latest five-star restaurant, browsing a bazaar, or hitting the opening night of the latest hot spot, your lust for life is contagious. Like the lucky number itself, friends and strangers alike count themselves fortunate to have met you because you're a walking carnival.

7

Hello, you enthusiastic thing. Well, Number 7, whether dining at the latest five-star restaurant, browsing a bazaar, or hitting the opening night of the latest hot spot, your lust for life is contagious. Like the lucky number itself, friends and strangers alike count themselves fortunate to have met you because you're a walking carnival. Whether it's a four-alarm dance party or a night out with friends, the fun cup runneth over and getteth all over everyone. Your ache for excitement can take you from the slopes of Switzerland to the coral of Cozumel (though you might pass up a free trip to either of these spots to throw darts at a map and do your own exploring). It's tough to keep up with the Enthusiast. Especially since words like "commitment" and "intimacy" are like garlic to your vampire-style of partying. You're all about diversion. Just be sure your high-test lifestyle isn't producing a smoke screen to cover deeper issues in your life. If you can keep your appetites in check and learn to contemplate life instead of consume it, your journey will be much more fulfilling. Developing discipline may be hardest for Number 7s, but the reward will be some of the best songs, plays, performances, books, and comedy routines ever produced. Want proof, you have to look no further than fellow lucky 7 stars, Madonna, Liz Taylor, and Robin Williams.

emode.com

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Your Existing Situation
Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with his present circumstances makes it
imperative for him to find some solution.

Your Stress Sources
Wants a partner with whom he can share fully in an atmosphere of cloudless serenity, but his
compulsion to demonstrate his individuality leads him to adopt a critical and demanding attitude.
This introduces discord and leads to alternating periods of drawing closer and drawing apart, so
that the ideal state he desires is not allowed to develop. Despite the urge to gratify his natural
desires, he imposes a considerable self-restraint on his instincts in the belief that this demonstrates
his superiority and raises him above the common herd. Discerning, critical and particular, having taste
and discrimination. These qualities, combined with his tendency to judge things for himself and to
express his opinions with authority. He enjoys the original, the ingenious and the subtle, striving
to ally himself with others of similar taste who can help him in his intellectual unfolding.
Desires admiration and the esteem of others.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels he is receiving less than his share, but that he will have to conform and make the best of his situation.
Clings to his belief that his hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance.
Applies very exacting standards to his choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.

Your Desired Objective
Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which
there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.

Your Actual Problem
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Your Actual Problem #2
Needs to protect himself against his tendency to be too trusting, as he finds it is liable to
be misunderstood or exploited by others. Is therefore seeking a relationship providing peaceful
and understanding intimacy, and in which each knows exactly where the other stands.

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Your Existing Situation
Feels obstructed in his desires and prevented from obtaining the things he regards as essential.

Your Stress Sources
Wants a partner with whom he can share fully in an atmosphere of cloudless serenity, but his compulsion to demonstrate his individuality leads him to adopt a critical and demanding attitude. This introduces discord and leads to aPOST /actions/PostEdit-action.pyra HTTP/1.0
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blue wuuu..

Blue Eyes

What Color Eyes Should You Have?

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footsie - you like to goof around and laugh with
the people you care about.

What Sign of Affection Are You?

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i that sad ah?.. hmm..

You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.

What Kind of Smile are You?

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Sunday, September 14, 2003

death day comin..

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Wednesday, September 10, 2003

will be dead for a while.. be back soon.. mayb

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test

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Tuesday, September 09, 2003

nuthin to blog actually coz nuthin much has happen..
xcept that my life is a bit fuck up rite thou ppl dun see it..
yup, i hardly show my feelings..
i fill my most of my times with activities till i dun have to time to think
what im actually feeling..
looking by how i lead my life now, i think i'll be a bachelor for quite some time coz
i didnt have time for myself, wat bout others.. if thats fate, then i accept it..

also, lately been thinking of death.. yeah.. DEATH
whu noes i'll be dead by next week.. not lookin fwd to my bdae..
going thru a low-selfness period.. again, not showin it to ppl..
i wan it to be that way..

if ever i'll be dead soon, to the ppl readin this, take care n may god bless..
i dun care wtf if yall gonna say, this is my BLOG.. i write wateva i feel..
if yall think im emotional, fak yall.. if ya think im sentimemtal, fak yall..
if ya think im hard-hearted, fak yall.. i dun give a fak..

yeah.. fuck

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Monday, September 08, 2003

interesting..

your fuck.

What swear word are you?

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Congrats to my 2nd bro

suddenly my 2nd bro become famous..
evryone lookin for himm.. haha.. lucky im not under the limelight..
y?.. his face was BIG2 posted in the last week n this week Berita Minggu..
he won some kind of poetry thingy.. haven really have the time to ask him more
bout wat he did to win that award (call myself a bro?.. hahaha, like he got ask bout my climbing, studies.. but whu cares!)

wat else to blog eh.. juz clearing up some webs..

back to werk again.. haha.. *snap-snap

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Monday???

i got a swollen left eye, blocked nose(as usual) + bleeding, sore throat(thanks to Starbux)
wat a way to start my day!! bluphh..

got a Bali Hard Rock T frm my 1st bro
this T different one, nice n cool (like they say, good guys wear black, :o)
now i got 2 Hard Rock Ts, one frm Sydney, the other Bali.. my bro has 3.. sydney, bangkok, bali
wonder when i can go to Phuket Hard Rock Hotel.. confirm Ex..

somebody hinted that my blog got spiderwebs.. well, spiderman got lots of savings to do at nites, so
he is too busy to do his reports... muahhahahaha.. (another cry of help heard, now its Superman's duty'..:p)

hang on there my dear blog, im giving u a facelift soon..

back to werk, parker.. *snap-snap

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Tuesday, September 02, 2003

Contract Worker instead of Programmer

lets c what i did today at werk..

went down to 3rd floor, bring chairs up..
packed files into box n sealed up..
bring down small cupboard to 3rd floor..
bring up tall cupoard from 3rd floor..
bring up sofa from 3rd floor
changed frm biz t to t-shirt..

wat the hell im doin all this?..
im suppose to sit down at my bloody chair n rush up my project
instead me n my frenz gotta do all this shitz..
in the end both of us got flu..
lunch time, curse n swear at that person whu ask us to do that..
this is not even admin job..
really pissed off man..

back to werk..

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Thug Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?

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Monday, September 01, 2003

went to birthdae celebration with the climbers..
went to swensens, as usual created quite a scene..
(whu cares.. haha)
ya, its post-bdae celebration for azmi n bdae celebration for nazib
also dale, but he was not there..
went off after the swensens thingy, damn lethargic..

juz a couple birthdae shoutouts to my frens celebratin the same month as me..
here goes:

roshdi
juffri
farhan
raihana
chong hao
garick
jie min
foo tsu chiang
hisham
sharol
saadiah
malvin

is that all.. hmm.. these r the ppl that i noe off..
to ppl whom i miss their names, sorri n hapi bdae frm me..

as for me, bdae r juz normal days..
there is no big hu-ha..

sleep tite

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