life couldnt get any worse. let me list the events down.. (in order of events..)
1. couldnt sleep well for the past weeks.. insomnia? 2. didnt go for the CSM course.. all this while, i've been doin a PS role, y couldnt i be nominated to upgrade myself to be CSM-trained. people may say whats the point since im goin to ORD soon. but making use of every moment in the army is what i want to achieve. that's the point. 3. idling during my off days.. i was off since tuesday yet i did nothing much. if only the PP comes during that time, things might change. but on a second thought, im saving.. doesnt mean no money cannot go out rite.. was rotting most of the time at home.. *sigh 4. got a rejection letter from NTU.. the biggest blow of all the events. dejected, dispirited, down, sad, discouraged.. all the negative words ah. no elaboration.. 5. man u lost to chelsea.. not so sad ah.. i just dont want them to win at their own turf. but heck man u played badly..
