Monday, February 28, 2005
gawd..
i dont noe how it happened.. i was doing a normal route, n suddenly it popped. juffri heard it, fazli saw it.. but this time i was calm.. went to yan, helped me to relocate back.. thank god, yan was there.. what m i referrin bout?.. yeah its my shoulder again..it dislocated again.. dunnoe y.. all my strenous trainings in the army n nuthin happened.. go n do one abit hard route n this i got.. sigh.. check this out.. my last accident.. its has been almost one year.. sigh.. Project T
tmr bookin it, hopefully(prays hard*) the pain eases..
Friday, February 25, 2005
Brotherhood
have u ever realise what brotherhood means? i means really means.. do u think brotherhood means; sharing food together, looking after one another, pick him up when he's down, cover his back when others are against him, going out with him during weekends or off days.. do u think that way. well i thot we share some brotherhood back in BMT. i guess im partly wrong. back then, ppl were selfish, self-centred. they are only bothered to themselves. we had teamwork beacause we are told to do so. if not, i guess its every man for himself. i said i partly wrong did i?.. coz the other part, there is brotherhood too. when someone is sick, we would share medications, advise him not to do heavy loads n all those stuff. but i guess brotherhood doesnt ends there. u jus dont feel it.
here is SISPEC, i really learnt what brotherhood is all about. u askin me whats the diff?.. u share food, u look after him when he sick, go out on weekends, pick him up when he's down, share jokes n secrets, sit together in the tonner, fastcraft, bus.. yeah no doubt its the same.. but its the bond n the understanding u have for each other that what makes brotherhood is all about. till the extend that u shed tears for the guy who is leaving the platoon because of posting. juz when we had that mutual understanding, our course have come to an end. all whats left in the platoon 3 is only bout half. the rest has been posted somewhere else. i'll b missing u guys..
brothers in arm`
brothers proud to be`
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Exercise Nutcracker
we started out in the afternoon. i was part of the advance party. we unload all the defence store as well as the admin store. before dusk time, we already in our respective places. we did 'stand-to' till dusk. straight away after last light, we began to work. by using the white tape as marking, we start to dig our own shellscrape. the length is bout 2m, breath bout 1m n depth bout 1m. was supposed to complete within 30mins but it took us bout 3-4 hrs. some were lucky while others not. some of the ground are soft while some full of rocks. once that is over, we have to dig a firetrench. this time the depth is not 1m. its chest level! this trench is to be dig by 2 persons. by 3+am, ppl start to slow down their activity while some knocked out while some continue digging. had our breakfast ard 7am. then we start digging again. n finally ard 8+pm, 80% of the platoon had completed everything. had some mission soon after that. then ard 2+am, we start burying all the shellscrapes n trenches. finished ard 6+am. exercise OVER.
pheww.. what a mission. 2 days of no sleep. 2 days of being fucked upside down. one day of being the pc runner n one day being the platoon sergeant. wahhh.. super super shag. next thursday pass out liao!..
oh ya Nutz, u said that time talking on the phone n meeting up is the same n i say it isint rite. i give u a logical explanation. after 5-6 days of seeing the same gender, the best thing to do is to see someone of the other gender. kate org, sedap mata memandang, sejuk lagi rasa hati. try being in my shoes n think bout it. but its ok, i understand.. school starting soon kan.. take care ya.. call me if ya free yeah..
i miss climbing. next fri anybody wanna go climbasia?..
Sunday, February 13, 2005
ferst there was Band of Brothers, then Black Hawk Down, now its We Were Soldiers n 2 Fast 2 Furious. World War II, Civil War in Somalia, Vietnam War n fast cars.. wad the hell m i doin at home man?.. coz they are ppl out there who make spilt decisions. [jap jadi jap tak jadi] haiyz.. cant be bothered to talk anymore.. feel like this week is such a waste. i say again, WEEK not WEEKEND.. ive been on mainland since Monday n i haven been doin sumthin good. sometimes to be in camp is a better choice then to be in civilian life. in camp, u dun have to care what to do. all is planned for u. 4 more hrs i'll be heading back 'chalet'. 2 more weeks n i'll be passing out. all i wish for is a good week for me at camp n a better weekend. pls ppl, dun disappoint me again.. 
Saturday, February 12, 2005
pls rewind!!!!
today is saturday, tomorrow is sunday. means i gotta book in already.. oh damn!.. what have i been doin all week man?.. lets see.. 5 dvds, 10 episodes, i finished watching Band of Brothers, then watched Black Hawk Down too.. catched up with sis lin coz she goin down-under to study.. haiya, thot go dinner then tak jadi.. haa
hey Nutz, when wanna meet again?.. sunday afternoon?.. holler ya..
c la, i dun noe what to update, perhaps i didnt do much these days.. arghh.. oh, did i say i went for a jog?.. haa.. yeah i did..
till then ah..
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
hello there.. im back again.. n this time it gonna be quite a while before i 'checkin in my chalet' again.. n hell gonna start all over again. [digging up shellscrapes n trenches after last lite] u see, i booked out on saturday, booked in on sunday n booked out on monday. as expected, many chao keng their mc on monday. its a pointless monday. had our close combat training. we learnt how to break fall. front, back n side break fall. next lesson, we'll b doin locking. sounds fun rite not like those in bmt. all u have to do is shout 'kill!'. after the lesson, we slacked the whole afternoon followed by a CNY celebration. booked out in the evening. thot of meeting up with Nutz but but but.. so headed to TP to kill time b4 met with 2 of my platoon mates for a massage session. unlucky for us, its closed so we chilled n talked bout politics within our platoon. interesting topic we had there. haa..
tuesday. woke up n receive msg frm chee accompany him buy CNY clothes at town, so ard 12+ [early huh?] im already at borders readin up some magazines then went to heeren to check out some shirts. evening time finally got to meet up with Nutz n did some catch up. [looking fwd to meet u again]
rite now, i jus finished watching band of brothers. kinda exciting. i got 9 dvds to watch. anybody wanna do a moviethon with me?.. my msn has not much ppl online. [r they sleepin or sumthin wrong with msn?]
anyways, dun think i'll be goin out on wednesday.. prob cont watchin BOB, then evening time head down to mosque with my parents for awal muharram thingy. im typin in random. sounds rush rite?.. juz type down whateva on my mind rite now.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
im back again!! after 2 weeks of confinement.. did all the live firing.. SAW la, LAW la, M203 la.. blah.. n to end the chapter, had the section live firing which involves 6-7 men firing at the same time.. shiok ah.. well.. im too lazy nowadays to update on the bits n pieces of the army.. bet its gonna be boring.. one thing for sure, the army is a very 'decisive force'.. u all got see the poster rite where they said, ARMY 21, the Decisive Force.. shud put the " ".. saw this survey in frenster.. since i got nuthin to do, let me the honour of wasting my precious time by doin this ya!
[School]
-Loyang Secondary School, 'Excel With Dignity' [hmm..]
[Close friends]
-prob my malay frens n those frm 4E3
[Class]
-1E3, 2E3, 3E3, 4E3
[CCA]
-there's npcc, softball, soccer n also this malay cultural club... haa..
[NAPFA]
-shite, i dont remember this one.. diaoz*
[Best moment]
-the Sarawak trip during sec 4 [who can forget that!]
[Worst moment]
-imma misunderstood person
[Best Teacher]
-got to be Mr Kennedy cum s-league referee... our accounts teacher
[Most remembered person]
-hmm.. tough fight between azlia n farhah.. ol flames.. wuhuuuu~
[Frequent Hangout]
-the McDonalds near school. after npcc/school we go there n have lunch or juz hang ard
[Regrets]
-guessed imma a late bloomer, keep everthing to myself.. [*thinking of the remembered person.. haa]
[Any last thoughts]
-would not want to exchange anything for my sec sch life n wish ppl dun misunderstand me
