Tuesday, March 30, 2004
wat de phak
my back hurts..
had a lil stiff wif my close fren..
had tons of projs, reports n presentation..
still haven do my krabi proposal..
my x-gee always assume shits bout me..
i cant climb..
i failed my napfa test.. (failed 2.4 run)
my pocket getting smaller by the moment..
my home pc net access on n off by itself..
had sleepless nite for quite some time..
have not been having good meals..
always feelin lethargic at sch..
how worst can it get??
shoot me please..
*this one for u..
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over, can't forget what you said
And I never, wanna do this again
Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!! heartbreaker!!
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick, I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
Sunday, March 28, 2004
its 4 me 2 noe ya`
yeah yeah.. got some time to kill..
will do some questionare bout mE!
when was the last time i:
watched movie: butterfly effect.. 2 weeks ago?
went to town: 1+ month ago.. watched Honey
at Cathay then balik..
received a nice msg: *checkin hp.. 22-03-04
good noon msg frm ma close fren..
climbed: 23-02-04 the day my injury
joined comp: Get High Speed..
werked: yesterday..
chilled out: just.. with de new Dale! n the rest..
ahahaha.. dale dA botak..
played pool: just also.. ehehee..
chilled out with ma close fren: the time went
to watch butterfly effect..
smoked: ahaha..wrong qns.. aint a smoker
talked on de phone: last wed morn..
back to back.. wahhaahaaaaaa..
woke up to a day feeling carefree:
i myself dun remember..
went for religious class: 1 month ago..
went for a hair cut: 2 mnths.. sufi was
the one that cut ma hair..at someones hse..
played gunbound: last thu.. still a noob
so wad have i been doin..
project n more projects
report n more reports
quiz n more quizes
exams n more exams..
*bleaghh..
Saturday, March 27, 2004
oNe dOwN, MaNy mOre
toOoO gOoO! arGhhh
one report down.. n many more to go..
torn last nite with my grp mate, Aim jus to
complete our report.. finally at 6am, everything
settled, had our prayers then took a nap..
yeah.. NAP.. woke up ard 745am..
went to Mc's for breakfast to celebrate our
completion of the report..
throughout my class, i had trouble talking.
perhaps lack of sleepp.. (duhh)..
after friday prayers, went to werk..
imagine.. with onlie 1hr of sleep..
i went sch then werk.. all the way
mata steam jer...
then now, i got to do my business plan
report.. see how it goes ah...
*yawn..
Sunday, March 21, 2004
heLL on mY sIdE?
phaakk.. y issit have always to be like this..
did my business plan in the afternoon..
spent 2hrs of editing the grp's report
then went to my uncle's place..
[spent 1hr plus smoking sheesha
all by myself.. wooo]
wanted to print those report at nite..
n what did the computer greet me?
"primary system hard disk fail"..
arrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
k.. kewl.. stay calm fie..
try to do a master-slave operation..
buttt.... arrrggghhhhh...
juz so pissed man.. daym itt..
updating my blog my bro notebook..
noRmAl routIne resume, almost
i think dat next week onwards, i'll be
slowly back to my usual stuff.. which
means.. training, driving all tHose stuff..
trAining?.. not climbing thou.. (i wish!)
but traiNing for my napfA..
which means less time of meeting
with those i have been meeting
during my injury period..
miss my close fren..
wanted to meet up wif my close fren
to make up for next week..
but.. was not able to..
rite now, wondering if my tutor
will believe if i tell her bout the hardisk
failure.. i already anti her.. arrgghh...
dont think can sleep well tonite..
Friday, March 19, 2004
Self-Check..
shoulder recovery?: getting beta!.. yargh..
self-esteem?: melting point.. low lar..
superior?: inferior
confidence?: wtf is dat..
went to de pump room in the evening..
me n kam went up the roof to check
for loose tiles.. in de end, ask joop n some
others to bring down.. de rest did the
washing/scrubing/cleaning of tiles..
then went to observe them climb..
wah.. i thot to myself.. our coaches have
really done a great job within a short time..
but then.. shits in my mind started to flow..
im already cannot climb fer god knows
how long n if i resume climbing, i'll b far laggy
then.. *fingers on keyboard, thinkin..
i felt so inferior rite now.. i dun feel like a
'hey, lets do some some routes,
u wan some?..'
'hey, u shudnt do that,
try doing this..'
at the state im in rite now ppl mite be saying
'wtf r u.. u cant climb,
yet wanna giv me routes'
'cacat already, wan to spot ppl climb'
seriously, i can see some climbers
saying this in their heart..
when i comment on their climb, their x-pression
tell me dat 'ya, whateva dude'..
or mayb, that how i mis/interpret them..
i used to hav ppl came up to me n say
'fie, got route?..' but now..
they must be saying
'ask fie for wat, he give also, he cannot do'
'this guy everytime come..
noe how to scold-scold onlie'
'party spoiler, lame shit ass son of a gun'
so where is my captaincy role? power?..
leadership? more like leadershit..
damn.. my self confidence
has hit a minus donnoe wat degrees..
way way low..
hOPe
wanna get out of this drowning situation
n be back as a life-saver..
when will that?.. time will tell..
Thursday, March 18, 2004
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click this for the survey
thx!!.. luv YaLL to ThE Max..
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
arGGhhh.. PaIn! PaiN!..
mY iNJureD shOulder mcM SweLL liKe dAt..
StuPid ME!!.. YeAh stuPid MEEE!!!...
weNt tO TrY to Do PuLL-uP..
actuaLLiE cAn ah.. But THEn..
aCT kUat.. triED deAd HanG on LEft hAnd..
arGhh.. No mOOd 2 bLoG ah.. thOu
QuITe manY thiNGs haPPeneD dIz wEEk..
GoNNa SlEEP lAte 2NiTe..
tHinGz tO dO:
KrAbI TrIP ProPoSaL
FYP rEPorT ChP 6
there u are.. finally home..
home sweet home..
just dont give me any problems aite..
need you rite now..
Monday, March 15, 2004
lIFe SuX wHeN u DoNt have Ur
OwN cOmPutEr.. arGhhh
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
WANTED
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Personal Sexretary
Job Requirement:
female
good handwriting
able to work for at least 3 months
able to write fast
able to work at uncertain times
able to work overtime
interested please send in resume,
recent photograph n other supporting
documents to Mr. FiE
only shortlisted applicants will be notified..
Looking Forward Seeing You!!
Monday, March 08, 2004
Soccer Cleats- athletic, determined, and strong,
you are probably good at anything you try. you
can be serious but love having a good time
above all. you love sports and when you aren't
on the feild you love hanging out and having
fun with your team-mates.[please vote! thank
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giv me a rockshoe instead pls..
Thursday, March 04, 2004
absence makes the heart grow fonder?..
i miss u..
i miss the times we spend together..
frm the day till the wee hours in the morning..
i miss u..
i miss the days we watch smallville together..
watched season 3 even b4 it aired on tv..
i miss u..
i miss the valueable information u feed me..
frm local news to the sports arena..
i miss u..
i miss the moments whre u bring me to places..
places like mike's place, magictrick, funbus..
i miss u..
i miss the data that u have kept for me..
frm my sch stuff to my climbing responsibilities
thou there r times when u turn ur back on me..
we did get back track together fast..
n now ur not well.. u are being treated by
the best doctor available..
get well soon.. n come home quick..
i miss u..
wad do u do when ur pc is down n u got
many things to do.. sigh rite.. yeah..
its 330am rite now, juz put down the phone
wif someone, juz a short chat.. wondered y
im still up yet.. had a 'nap' earlier in the nite
so now cant sleep.. wanted to do my fyp n shit
but no software.. so wad did i do.. went into
this yahoo forum n read this forum on
'spore tv is a racist'.. kinda interesting..
a very debating subject indeed..
i realise that not all chinese r the same..
[i noe got one chinese can speak fluent malay..
cedebah.. wOooOo.. power sak dat guy..
smsed him in malay n he replied in malay..
ahahaha.. kekek sak..]
got this one lady stands up for the minority
races in spore n got one guy who wouldnt want
to b a chinese in his next life.. hmmm..
there are some also explains y there are many
chinese shows ard due to $$.. viewershit
n such..if yall got the time, look upon it..
yeah.. *relieve.. now SAT is an option for
entering in UNEVASTUDY... K i mean university..
discuss wif my fren juz now, which degree best
suited, told me quite a few.. then he suggested
go into biz then take biz it.. hmm... *thinking..
hopefully afta my ord, i still hav that interest to
study.. [ceh, belom masuk, da nak keluar,
ord ni sume.. ahahahah.. think far beb..]
gonna try to sleep soon.. got a proj discussion
later in the morning.. then mayb do a follow-up
on my fyp proj..
oh ya, had my pr2 juz now.. how was it?..
me n aim managed to anticipate his qns..
kewl huh.. btw, we called our grp 'tim peng'
catch any balls?..
tim-team peng-tipu-bluff-bedek
kuakuakua coz we ans the interviewer qns wif
confidence padahal padahal.. gonna stop now..
sleep tite
Monday, March 01, 2004
fEbRuaRy: iTs a CuRsE`
thank god this month has only 29 dayz..
certainly this is not a gd month for me..
look thru my past entries, most are not good..
k..lets scan thru wad happened during the
last week..
yeah, dislocated my right shoulder on monday
wad a way to start my term break..
had troubles doin my usual stuff..
eating, writing, typin, bathing, putting on
clothes..wad else?.. hmm.. yeah even wearing
a cap is difficult..
later in the week, had to reformated my comp..
dunnoe wad happened, k ah, tak pasal..
afta reformated, slowly d/l back my stuff..
then kan.. while installin my studiO mx,
my cpu suddenly meletup![exploded]
i was like cuak for a while.. n was like
siAl ah??.. kinda numb also..
went to off the main switch then on
again..but nuthin happened..
went to call up my bro... the next day
went to checkout, found out dat the power
supply exploded.. so me n bro headed to
sim lim sq to get a new power supply..
then kan, my uncle came later in the nite..
helped me out to put on the power supply..
tried to start up but failed!! the mutherboard
spoilt too..!!arghhhhhhhhhh..
now my cpu is wif my uncle.. he is tryin to
rectify the prob..
u all must be wondering frm where im doin
this entry.. for the 2nd time, doin this entry
using my bros laptop.. eheheh..thanks bruder..
yeah.. juz got a massage frm my other uncle..
power seh the massage.. he can 'detect' the
weak part of my arm.. told me my blood flow
at that injured arm is weak.. n..n..
i burped alot seh... eheheheh..
*eeerrrkkkkk..ahahahahah..
i got uncle who help do up my comp n got
uncle who can massage..wad a lucky nephew
i m!!..wahahahahaha..
gonna stop for now n finish up my logbook..
also tmr got mass meeting for the climbers..
main aGenda: new coMMiTTEE!!.. ahaahah..
c ya tmr..!
