Saturday, January 21, 2006
allamdullilah. my grandma and aunt finally touch down at the changi airport last monday after their holy trip to mecca. took a few hours off to pick them up. with all the bad news happening over there, buildings on fire, massive human stampede, the last news that i want to hear is that they got involved. unfortunately, my grandma was feeling abit under the weather. hopefully she recovered fast.
this past few weeks has been quite mentally tough for me. i dun seem to give my best in what i do. i was not focus. maybe its because i still cant get over the loss of someone i truly care. oh well, she told me not to think too much, not to fret, and to stay positive.
IM TRYING..
Saturday, January 07, 2006
what new year?
the new year may just started. but im still the way im away. feeling sucks as the days passed. there are no resolutions made. either i forgot bout it, cant achieve it or simply forgotten bout it. the only thing i looking forward this is the day i get my pink i/c. till then, im feelin sucky.
im still thinking wad else to write bout. eversince u left, i havent been enjoying much. even if i do, at the end of the day, i'll b thinkin of u. but looks like u move on, good for u..
i dislocated my shoulder yet again. mite be goin for operation..
shit i got no mood to write anymore. bye.
