Saturday, November 20, 2004
i dont wanna lead an army life~ i juz wanna lead a simple life~
hey hey.. im back again @ this blogger site.. have been away for quite sum time rite?.. confinement?.. nah, i was not on any confinement.. its jus that my computer broke down on the eve of hari raya n i got no mood to update... so im here using my bro notebook to do some updating..
one week of Syawal has juz past like dat.. i only get to celebrate the ferst two days.. as usual i go for my aidilfitri prayers, this time wit my frens n wearin the jubah i bought at mecca.. my frens called me the imam.. muahahah.. after then, i went in the jungle again for the next 3 days, which past quite fast.. this time for the situational test or the sit test.. its quite fun actually n i got the advantage of using my climbing skills n agility in doing some of the mission..
k la short cut, im 2 weeks away for my passing out.. bOohOo!!.. all i have left are the SOC, HG n route marches.. hopefully i get posted to where i desire the most.. *prays.. one more thing, i think im really fallin sick.. starting to develop those thick phelgm, coughin here n there, temp goin higher than normal.. poor thing rite.. hee.
u noe wad, i gotta book in with a hawaiian shirt n i dun even hav ah!!..how!, anybody has can lend me plssss.. i beta go into hibernate mode now, if not i'll be strugglin for my 16km route march on monday.. toodles!
Saturday, November 06, 2004
-::its really bout the 3Ms::-
field camp is equal to:
a week of no showering ( cept for a quick 3min shower)
a week of sleeping on hard/uneven/wet ground
a week of sleeping with ur rifle n ur buddy n me
a week of smelling ur platoon mates body odour (*holds nose)
a week of marching and running
a week of tekan-ing like dunnoe wad
a week of make-up with greens
a week of no handphone!
a week of missing our loved ones
a week of no news
but juz when u thot 7 days is pretty long, b4 u noe it its already the last day.. its not that bad after all.. the trainings are tough but to put a positive mind on it, everything else would be fine..
to march or run 4km while fasting is not tha hard.. its how badly u wanna do it.. many ppl have gone thru it n made it.. allamdullilah.. bout a week more to hari raya so hang in there!..
i guess those guys who went thru all this tranings really miss their loved ones.. look what i found at the walls.. managed to note it down
~love is not about finding the right relationship but creating the right relationship
its not how much love u have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end~
there was one night where we have to do a night route march but it rained so we took cover ferst at these building.. while in the dark, two platoons did a live karaoke n its was cool, really cool.. ppl getting emo, missing their girlfriends.. fuhh..
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No, I won't be afraid
No, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
So darling, darling
Stand by me (Won't you stand, stand by me)
Oh, stand by me (Won't you stand, stand by me)
Oh, stand now
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
smile an ever lasting smile
a smile can bring you near to me
don't ever let me find you gone
'cause that would bring a tear to me
this world has lost its glory
let's start a brand new story
now my love
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say
it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
jus some of the few songs that we sang.. awwwwwwww.. hee..
k, goin into hibernate mode now.. so long fellas!.. piss out!
