Wednesday, April 28, 2004
of emotionz n feelingz
its almost 3am now.. need to sleep already by now..
meetin up wif white, noor n zib tmr morning..
but here i m updatin my blog..
actually juz got off the phone wif a my close fren..
then now feel like typin down my feelings
actually been wantin to blog on my studies
but will do that later lar..
to jaded, im soooooo m*ssss u....
mayb it don werk the other way round..
wanted to say it but but but... don noe ah..
its been a long time since we went out..
mayb coz ur with the jingabang gang all the time
n has also been closer with ur jokerboi..
(ya, u told me ur reasons..)
if u notice, i dun ask u out anymore coz
i realise i wont succeed in that..
to d-diva, i m*ss u too.. seriously..
yeah, last nite walk did bring back fond memories
n i felt like holding ur hands that time..
was hoping u will talk more.. but its ok.. ehehe
to climbers, i m*ss u all too too..
lookin fwd to the outing..
n look out for me coz im coming back to
conquer the pump room again.. ehehe..
to lys peeps, i m*ss u all too too too..
been a long time we all meet up 2gether
n catch up, we shud do that one day..
met with fiqo last 2 nites @aloha
lookin fwd to meet up wif the other peeps
to evps peeps, i m*ss u all too too too too..
since i shifted, i noe i been quite distance..
hopefully, u guys will call me up if there's
any outing, sham n odi, take note.. ahaha.
and also i will try my very best to kick
some ball every sunday at our usual spot..
hopefully, i can sleep peacefully after lettin out
all this thoughts that has been playin my mind
sweet dreams..
Saturday, April 24, 2004
i nEEd to..
i need to fill the emptiness in me
if not
i will b thinkin of all the negatives in the world
i will b thinkin of all the sorrows in my life
if not
i will be doin some stupid stuff
some of my frens had already saw what i did
they noe and i noe that that is not me
sorry if i let u down
but i can assure that its is not permanent
nor temporary, i would not do it again
thanks guys for advising/encouraging me
if not
my body will be in a bad state
im a sportsman, i cant slack
what i need to do to fill my emptiness
is to workout..
i need to climb!
miss climbing so much..
has already been 2 months i have not climbed..
argghhh.. i really need to get back climbing..
i dont wan all the if not to happen..
k, i gonna set a date.. first week of may...
will u b there to see me climb again?
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
i heard u got someone new in your life..
why didnt u tell me like the way u told
me back then?.. ohh ya.. ur priorities
u hav a busy pack schduele rite now..
i dun wish to bother u too..
but one thing:
a 5 cent sms reply wont hurt ur pocket
nor take up your precious time..
wish u all the best in your new life..
if u wanna call me, u can try
most prob i'll b dead..
Sunday, April 18, 2004
remember that time where we spent the evening
@ shortcircuit?.. the heavy showers.. the secretary..
the night scene of the campus.. how i wish that
time could freeze.. spendin the whole nite wif u
but we gotta go our separate ways rite?..
now i was thinking, could we ever do it one last
time?.. i mean that next week would the very last
week that we will be seein the campus..
but i noe ur priorities.. (family, etc..)
n i don wish to disturb u..
well if u cant, i can understand.. take care
Friday, April 16, 2004
D O C rawks..
afta few hrs studyin at breadboard,
went to have some fun with my climbing buddies..
yy?? coz we sabo those APRIL babies..
n to sufi, u pussycat!! ahaha.. kental tak dtg..
first we threw white into the fountain.. *eewww..
but thumbs up for being sporting.. *yeah yeah
then after finishin up the first cake, decided to
throw fazli lak into the fountain but then this
security came with his bicycle..
"u all got play with crackers ah??"
we said no ah.. we were juz celebratin birthday..
(padahal padahal..) this farah went to crack crackers..
ahahhaha.. but kewl ah..
so the plan to throw fazli into the fountain was denied..
(ceh ceh.. DOS.. Denial-of-Service) BUT! Plan B!
we started threw eggs at fazli n white.. ehehe.. kewl dope
n this mad keep throwin the egg but tak pecah n
claimed that it was hard-boiled egg.. finally after
the 3rd attempt, finally the egg pecah..
then we had our 2nd cake at mensa.. then i asked Dam
whether he wan to try the lying down on the glass..
(hard to explain actually, if u dun understand then
nevermind ah.. ehehe) so we went to block 10..
there, Dam overcome his fears.. even Saad joined..
kewl gerl.. she said its was not scared at all..
after all that, we were about to do some hunting
at the engine block.. then nazib told us bout this opening
at level 8... ape lagi?? we all go n check out ah..
we climbed to the roof of the building.. n there was total
darkness.. n it was like a boiler room.. u can see the
satellite dish few feets from u..
i was thinkin of exploring but then i dun wan to jeopardies
my last one week of studies.. so i quickly went down..
me n fazli then went to jaga air..
after all that hype, went to *bux to chill but no seats
so went to coFFEE bean.. n thanks to Dale n Zib!,
everyone got a drink.. u rawk guys.. ehehe..
but then i got to leave early coz i need to pass my dad
sumthin, so i went off with saad as she need to do her
project.. we talked n talked till we went
our seperate ways..
pheww.. wad a long day.. but worth it..
to the april babies.. happy birthday!..
stay kewl stay rock stay selenge..
yeah yeah.. *peace..
Thursday, April 15, 2004
i will not cont any arguements wif u anymore..
NO POINT.. the longer it goes, the worst it gets..
me too will pretend there is no arguement..
good luck in whateva u doin..
ya, taking puffs is not the way to solve problems
same goes to u too.. (u noe who..)
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
did i said that one yr was our relationship??..
i was referrin the time i got to know u..
ya.. mayb i dun remember most of the stuff happened..
but hey.. we are all humans.. there are stuff that i
remembered n u dun n vice versa too..
mayb thats the problem with us.. we dun communicate
well n what do we get?.. arguments over stupid stuff..
jus to clear sum stuff.. the 'i give up' was not meant for u..
too bad kalau u terasa.. n one thing.. i neva hated u..
ur always my fren.. but i dun understand..
when we meet each other way, u act as if im a stranger..
neva to look up pon.. i tried to to make contact but..
*haiyz.. wateva la.. dun worry, those meet
ups wont happen again now that we dun have any
more classes.. wish u all the best for ur exams.. GOOD LUCK!
in case some of u didnt notice..
i have uploaded some pics..
u can view them by clicking on the right image
do tag ya!
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u kate me tak kasi u chan tuk u show
ur true self.. (satu tahun lame sgt ke??)
tapi u sendiri mengaku u susah nak bebual ngan me..
ape nie??? sigh..
Monday, April 12, 2004
its truly sadd..
saw this phrase on my fren(dale) nick on his msn
"I HATE THE GIRL I LURVE SO MUCH"
i bet many of my frens are feeling the same way too
(including ME!!)
isi'nt dat soooo TRUEEE..
*sigh.. anyways, to those my frens are feeling the
same way.. 'ur not alone... we r in the same boat'
I Give Up..
Saturday, April 10, 2004
Thursday, April 08, 2004
eh?.. da bis?.. wahhahaa
3 days of presentation r finaLLy Ova!..
woOOooOOoHHhhhOOO..
wat i can say.. pheww... the past weeks,
had little time to sleep n eat..
all that has been put to good use..
even with half n hour of sleep, me and
my partner Aim, managed to put up a
good presentation..
every presentation, received good comments..
ehehe.. action..
but yesterday was the most teruk day..
was supposed to have my TCS technical
presentation in the morning..
ngah semangat giler.. reached the LT, tried to
connect the laptop but failed..
asked the tutor whether can have another
presentation in the afternoon. BUT have
to wait for 5 HOURS!.. LeMau SaK..
k ah takpe. but got one more prob..
the LapTop was shared by my other fwen grp..
so we have to wait for their presentation
n judging before we can use.. tak leh salahkan
dorang jugak.. coz its theirs wad..
then have to wait another 3 HOURS!
b4 our judging.. waited for my frens who r
doin their presentation.. was waiting
outside the LT..from standing-to-sitting-to-
lying down-to-sleepin..
ah.. heck care ah.. just lye down
in my formal shirt n took a 40 winks..
coz was really tired.. then came our judging..
i guessed our judges also were tired so
they wan us to make a quick one.. hahh..
show the demonstration then
comment abit then can aweady..
fast game nye..ahahaha...
pheww.. everything done..
must really thanked my grp mates for doin
such a fine job for all the projs..
luckily for most of the projects, im werking
with the same ppl..
also must apologised to them coz i noe
there are times, my expectation was too high
then kadang2 ade ternaikkan suara..
believe me, its not purposely..
i guessed im a quite demanding person..
i always believe in werk ferst then play..
also must really thank my mate AIM..
in all the projects that we have thru the
3 yrs, we have been together..
pendek kate, we been there done that..
the last few weeks also, he has been a regular
at my hse.. 'koyak' just to finish our projects..
n now projects are ova, left with one labtest
revisions and then EXAMS..
hope to do them well..
n then BYE TP HELLO BMT.. ahahaha..
now wan to rest.. will start revising
on monday..need to tidy my room..
da mcm kandang tooott..
chiaOO..
Sunday, April 04, 2004
...
siall ah?? da sunday?.. da nak monday pun..
MaMpUs.. ade pResentation ari
MonDay, TueSdaY, WedNesDay..
mati sakkk.. arghh..
masih ade project kenA buat..
taK leh waSte tIme..
OK BYEEE>>
