Tuesday, September 28, 2004

in a few days time, im gonna be on this AMAZING RACE, BOOT CAMP style where each BACHELOR gotta be a SURVIVOR.. it wont be a SIMPLE LIFE, nor there will be any BACHELORETTE.. for every AVERAGE JOE, there will be a lot of FEAR FACTOR while those freaking JOE MILLIONAIREs will receive whitehorse treatment. after 2 weeks, there will be a MEET THE PARENTS day. lastly, for every saturday, i hope to get back to my HOTEL PARADISE..

Saturday, September 25, 2004

i think i shall update a lil bit bout my life huh.. this will be a bit backdated so bear with me aite

180984-180904 = 20 years of living, a man, a forgotten man..

recently juz hit the first of the many 2s. don noe y i state my life like dat..is becoz ppl has forgotten bout me?.. i dont know.. is becoz i have forgotten about who i really am?.. i dont know..
(will talk more on that later).. so like i expect, my birthday gonna be like any other day.. n im darn right.. issit good or bad?.. u decide.. if not for the bfc chalet, i'll be at home banging my head.. hhaha.. yeah, there was no grand party, no celebrations, no presents, nothing.. but i do wanna thank u ppl wishing me whether thru sms, msn, tagboard or face-to-face.. thanks guys.. u noe who u are.. thanks to my family too for thier endless love n support..

lately, ive been feeling empty.. i guess i got nothing on my mind rite now.. no more sch, no more work.. juz counting down the days i have as a normal dude.. will be entering a new stage in my life REAL soon.. so far, ive juz been doin some light trainin juz to get the blood pumpin.. n also, waiting to be in NS doin nothin has resulted in doin a bad thing which is GNIKOMS.. i do feel bad n guilty.. but like one of my buddies said, 'u'll die some day'.. yeah its true.. but i gotta stop it.. n i will start from today, thot of monday, but y not today rite.. chee, u can have my share.. most of my frens doesnt like me doing it too.. RESIST TEMPTATIONS.. i noe i can n i will.. insyallah.. don noe wat else to talk bout.. like i said, its empty.. oh wait! ive been single for a while n i think i mite have find someone new.. oh i dont know, tell myself not to commit.. haiyz..
maybe its juz a crush.. but hope to get to know more bout that person .. hehe.. shall stop now..
u ppl beta go study, exams soon.. tata.. go sleep

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

in operation

k, so ive been hibernating in my crib for a while.. havent been bloggin for some time rite.. let me update u guys.. some mite noe already where i went to.. but to the benefit of others n myself also, let me tell u all what happen.. b4 u guess that i entered NS already, the ans is No.. haha

recently, i embarked on a spiritual, holy journey.. yeah u heard me.. in other words, i went umrah.. a mini-pilgrimage.. its not the haj.. haj only to be performed at a certain period of time.. n the country was saudi arabia.. went to mecca n also madinah.. first up, let me show u the relatives that i went with..

thats me, my lil cousin, my grandma n my aunt.. n my uncle also(not in pic) who is the pegawai..(err, some sort of tour guide??) n this is my family

dad, 2nd bro, me, mum, 1st bro (pic kinda blur.. oops)

my other cousins n aunt.. my uncle(the father, husband) not there again.. busy ah..

all this pics were taken at the airport b4 we depart to madinah.. first stop was jeddah where we will be landing.. the flight was bout 8 hrs, all i did in the plane, was eat, sleep, tok to my cousin, eat, sleep, tok to my cousin.. dats all.. the plane food was ok ok lar.. upon reaching jeddah, we took a 5hr bus ride to madinah.. the time difference is bout 5hrs.. i was kinda shocked by the weather coz its 44 deg hot!.. but after a while, got use to it already.. after checking in, we went to masjid nabawi..(the prophet's mosque) i was dumbfounded, awed, speechless when i saw how big, beautiful, historical the mosque is.. n my hairs on my body did stand.. the mosque can fit up to 2 million ppl.. imagine how BIG it is.. so i went to makam rasullullah, ar-raudhah, kubur baqit, had my friday prayers there also.. wanna have a peek how big masjid nabawi looks like

taken frm one corner of the mosque

the ladies entrance to the mosque

n me!..

during the stay at madinah, we did some visiting too..

both pics (up n down) were taken at masjid quba (quba mosque) the first eva mosque that the prophet built

n this is the kiblatan.. the mosque with two kiblats(masjid dua kiblat).. one facing kaabah, the other masjid aqsar(at baitulmakdis, somewhere in israel i think)


stayed at madinah for two days b4 goin to mecca.. n at this time we, the males hav to put on this wear called ihram, coz we are not allow to wear any form of clothes like shirt, pants, n even underwear.. this is how i look like

this is the only pic that i have in my ihram n y the hell i close my eyes???

the ladies in white..

so we performed our umrah for 3 days, spending bout 2hrs each time, the rest of the time we did visiting too.. apart frm visiting, there is free time where we would go shopping, or juz spending time at the mosque..

this was the pic take of masjidil-haram at nite.. for ur info, this mosque can fit up to 5 million ppl at a time.. dats like.. putting the whole singaporeans there!

nice rite.. n now with me inside..


during those visitings, we went to padang arafah n also padang unta(camel).. during the visit at padang arafah, me n my newly made fren took a pic riding a camel



n we took more pics at padang unta.. heeee..




see how small the camels ah... whahhaha.. padahal camera effect.. =p

hmm.. i think dats basically conclude my journey to the holy land.. im truly blessed at this young age, i was able to go to umrah n fully understand each move i made.. allamdulillah..

on a different note, i failed my tp yet again.. of all the things in life, i was able to overcome other stuff in short term, guess this is the first one dat gonna take me quite some time.. no use crying over spill milk rite.. cheer up fie..


Monday, September 13, 2004

Back in Business once again BUT
is in HIBERNATE mode

-updating soon-

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

SILENCE
IS
GOLDEN
-will not be blogging for a while.peace-